PM ke-6

Tetiba terasa terpanggil untuk berkongsi pasal perlantikan Dato' Seri Najib Tun Razak sebagai PM kita yg ke-6..bukan apa..DS Najib kan orang Pahang..walaupun saya bkn org Pekan tmpt kelahiran beliau..tp sbg org Ktn..saya tumpang gembira dan bangga kerana Ktn dan Pekan dia dalam negeri yg sama iaitu PAHANG..

Bila berckp psl DS Najib ni..mmg la saya x kenal dia secara peribadi..tp sejak dia menjadi DPM..saya dpt saksikan beberapa perubahan yang benar2 membuka mata saya..yg paling ketara..kebajikan para peneroka FELDA ..saya sbg anak seorg peneroka terasa la sikit tempiasnya..spt yg kita sedia maklum..FELDA dimulakan oleh ayahnya sendiri iaitu Tun Abdul Razak..perdana menteri kita yg pertama..

DULU

1. Bonus - x de
   
2. khairat kematian - x de
3. insurans - x de

SEKARANG

1. Bonus - ada
   
2. khairat kematian - ada
3. insurans - ada

Hmmm...itu baru sikit..yg mana saya nmpk la..mmg terdapat pembaharuan dan kesinambungan yg ingin dibawa oleh DS Najib..sekurang2nya masyarakat FELDA tidak tersisih di dalam arus pembangunan negara yg bertambah pesat..

Saya berharap agar DS Najib meneruskan usaha murni beliau utk membantu rakyat dari semua golongan..bukan masyarakat FELDA sahaja (nnt ada org ingat DS Najib pilih kasih plak)..tetapi rakyat2 di seluruh negara..semoga konsep "Yang kaya bertambah kaya, yang miskin bertambah miskin" TIDAK digunapakai oleh DS Najib.

Saya terasa teruja untuk mengetahui apa lagi pembaharuan dan kesinambungan yang akan diberi oleh DS Najib..

"Satu Malaysia. Rakyat Didahulukan."

Counting the days..

Hmmm...I hate waiting.. 2 things I've been waiting this month..my exam result and also my father's treatment day.. when is my exam result will be out? when is my father's treatment going to start? I'm counting the days..berdebar2 rasenye..

In our life..it's impossible if we are not waiting for anything @ something..for example..waiting for someone who's going to propose.waiting for the day to tie the knot..waiting for the baby to come to the world..waiting..and waiting..the examples I'd gave just now..I've been through for the past few years..and it's really exciting..I'm sure all of u out there is in waiting mode..

Nothing much I can say..just to share the feeling..it's waiting..and counting..tetiba teringat lak lagu Kris Dayanti yg bertajuk Menghitung Hari..antara bait2 liriknya adalah seperti berikut:

"Menghitung hari..
Detik demi detik..
Masa kunanti..apakan daya
Jalan cerita kisah yang panjang
Menghitung hari....."


"Waiting is Persecution"

Simulation Day

My parents is coming to KL for the simulation process in HUKM. On 7/4, we went to HUKM and we had arrived about 8:30 am.Even though the appointment is at 9:30, I'd decided to go straight to the Klinik Onkologi for the registration. After I'd paid the deposit, we go straight to Simulation Unit. Thank god! We are the first. After we are waiting about 5 min, my father went to the simulation room. The doctor said, it will takes about 30-45 minutes.

I'd decided to have my breakfast with my mother. My father had bought a nasi lemak before and I ate the nasi lemak inside my car. After I'd finished my nasi lemak, we went to the Simulation Unit and I saw my father is waiting for us. He had just finished the simulation process. After Q&A session with the doctor, we can go back. We have to wait another one month before my father can go for the radiotheraphy & chemotheraphy process.

Before we went back, we went to the hospital cafe to eat something lighter before lunch. After that, I'd decided to go to IKEA to spend time with my parents and also to buy a gift for my niece's wedding which will be held on 31/5/2009. After I bought the gift, I'd decided to buy some lauk from Restoran Baloh, Damansara Perdana for our lunch. It's not possible to have our lunch at that restaurant because it will be packed during lunch time and the difficult part, you will not get a parking space. After we had chosen our lauk, we went back to my house. Oh my god! I'm very tired. I need the power nap...ZZZZZZ

In the evening, my father said he wants to buy something. The Giant is very near to my house..so I'd decided to go there only. After we bought our needs, we went back to fecth my baby from the nursery.

I'm really happy because I'd spent some time with my parents. I'll do my best to make them happy.

I can't wait for them to come again in another one month.. ;)

“To understand your parents' love you must raise children yourself.”

Chinese Proverbs quotes

Exam day

The day is 2day..after all the efforts..I'd sat for the exam..the exam is just to give you the certification as a tester..once u'd passed the exam..u can demand for the higher salary..because u are a certified tester..let me tell you what happen 2day..

The exam venue is at Prince Hotel and Residence, Jalan Conlay (near Pavillion)..I went there by using the public transport..the monorail..OMG! After some time I did not use the public transport..it's really shocked..so many people..."berhimpit macam sardin"..lucky the journey only takes about less than 10 minutes..I'd parked my car at Tun Sambathan station..and took the monorail to Raja Chulan station..after that I've to walk to the hotel..which takes me another 10 minutes. When I'd entered the hotel lobby, I'm going straight to the Prince 6 and Prince 7 room where the exam will be held...I saw so many people in that room and I saw one of my collegue..we sat next to each other and just discuss whatever we can think of..We had a cup of coffee..and waiting for the exam to get started..

The proctor had explained briefly regarding the rules and regulation..we have 90 minutes to aswer the 40 questions..after she had distributed the answer sheet and also the question sheet..once the envelope had opened and when I saw the question, I got frustrated..all the questions are analysis question which you have to analyse the case study before you can choose the answer..OMG! Why is it like that? "Soalan yang tak tercapai dek akal"..I'd done at my level best to answer all the questions..and thank god..I'd managed to answer all questions completely but I don't know whether the answer is correct or wrong..sooo...we just wait and see..the result will come out within 2 weeks..

Hopefully, I can pass the exam..Frenz! Please pray for me..

"To guarantee success, act as if it were impossible to fail."

Dorothea Brande

Aku tak kuat

Dari aku kecik sampai aku dh besar panjang..mak aku selalu kata aku ni keras kepala, degil dan macam2 lagi la..nak menangis susah..Tapi selepas aku kahwin semua yang negatif tu aku rasa dah berkurangan..aku bertukar menjadi seorang yang lebih sensitif, mudah terasa...lebih2 lagi setelah aku bergelar ibu..sikit2 nak nangis..tak dapat nak ditahan2 lagi..

Baru-baru ni ayah aku telah disahkan mengidap CA Rektum Tahap 3..atau bahasa kita kanser usus..aku cuba menerimanya dengan penuh redha..tapi rupa-rupanya aku tak kuat..di depan family aku, aku cuba tunjuk yang aku ni tak apa2..tp bila aku berseorangan..air mata mengalir tanpa dipinta..setiap kali selepas solat aku tak putus2 memanjatkan doa agar kami sekeluarga tabah menghadapi dugaan ini..lebih-lebih lagi ayah aku sendiri..aku cuba untuk menjadi kuat dengan harapan memberi semangat serta kekuatan pada ayah aku yang kami sekeluarga ingin lihat dia segera pulih..

Pada 23/3 baru-baru ini kami pergi ke HUKM kerana Hospital Tengku Afzan telah mengarahkan ayah aku ke HUKM untuk rawatan lanjut. Rupa-rupanya tak semudah yang disangka..ayah aku perlu datang sekali lagi ke HUKM pada 7/4 untuk simulation for radiotheraphy and chemotheraphy (R&C)..kemudia baru lah dia akan dimasukkan ke dalam waiting list untuk menjalani rawatan R&C yang akan mengambil masa 5-6 minggu..Aku berharap segalanya akan berjalan dengan lancar..

Aku tak kuat..aku tak kuat untuk menghadapi semua ini..apa yang perlu aku lakukan? aku hanya hamba Allah yang kerdil..kita semua milik Allah..itu yang pasti..

Tetapi aku perlu kuat..demi ayah, demi mak..moga2 kami sekeluarga berjaya mengharungi dugaan ini..

"Chaiyok!Chaiyok!"

Panas, Panas, Panas

Hmmm..bila bercerita pasal panas ni..bukan cuaca je panas..hati pun boleh panas tau.. tak tau la nape 2-3 ari ni rase panas tu semacam je..hati la yg panas..cuaca sekarang sejuk je sebab ari-ari mesti hujan..there were a lot of hot cases, but let me tell you the hottest..

Mana tak panas..ada one of my client ni, she is calling me but at that time I was having my trial exam (internal), thus I just ignore her call. While I'm finishing my exam, my fren call me and ask me to read something on the computer..wahhh! she is having a chat with my client which is also her fren (not a close fren, really)..that client is asking her where am I..I just tell my fren to write that I'm having my trial exam..Suddenly, I saw one line which really make my blood pressure goes high, very high....do you want to know what that client wrote? "That *&%$#@ lady is not answering my call" (sorry..I can't reveal the word..)..and when my fren said I'm having the exam, she said "Confirm fail"..and my blood pressure goes very very high.. so what I did..let me chat with her..and you know what..she's really surprise that I was there when she wrote that statement..she said that she knew that I was there that's why she's wrote that word on purpose, she said she wants to talk to me..OMG! it's nonsense...seeee...she'd tried to twist her word..oh! please! I'm not that s*u*i*d to believe her.. so people out there..please be careful while you were chatting with your fren..watch your word..not your mouth..someone might get hot..

"Have a nice day"

Andai Ku Tahu

Semalam..on the way balik dari keje bukak la radio..pastu tetiba dengar la lagu "Andai ku tahu" nyanyian kumpulan UNGU...mak aiiii..meremang bulu roma..benar2 menyentuh perasaan..terasa terpanggil untuk berkongsi bersama kawan2...lirik dia seperti berikut:

Andai ku tahu,
Kapan tiba ajalku,
Ku akan memohon,
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku,

Andai ku tahu,
Kapan tiba masaku,
Ku akan memohon,
Tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku,

Aku takut,
Akan semua dosa-dosaku,
Aku takut,
Dosa yang terus membayangi ku.

Andai ku tahu,
Malaikat mungkar menjemputku,
Izinkan aku,
Mengucap kata taubat pada mu.

Aku takut,
Akan semua dosa-dosaku,
Aku takut,
Dosa yang terus membayangi ku.

Ampuni aku,
Dari segala dosa-dosaku,
Ampuni aku,
Menangisku bertobat padamu.

Aku manusia,
Yang takut neraka,
Namun aku juga,
Tak pantas di surga.....

Andai ku tahu,
Kapan tiba ajalku,
Izinkan aku,
Mengucap kata taubat padamu.

Aku takut,
Akan semua dosa-dosaku,
Aku takut,
Dosa yang terus membayangi ku.

Ampuni aku,
Dari segala dosa-dosaku,
Ampuni aku,
Menangisku bertobat padamu.

Aaa...

Lepas je dgr lagu ni..terasa mcm kerdilnye diri ni..smp skrg lagu ni msh lg terngiang2 di telinga..

"Dengar2 kan, selamat beramal"