Oh ayah!

Ayah..

Betapa aku ingin berada di sisi mu di ketika dan saat ini..
Betapa aku sentiasa berdoa agar kau segera sembuh
Betapa aku ingin melihatmu kembali seperti dulu
Betapa aku sentiasa ingin melihat kau kembali senyum

Ayah..

Kami sayang kamu
Kami sokong kamu
Kami perlu kamu
Kami rindu kamu

Ayah..

Segala nasihatmu menjadi pegangan kami kini
Segala tunjuk ajar mu menjadi ikutan kami kini
Segala katamu menjadi ingatan kami kini

Ayah..

Tak terbalas budimu pada kami
Tak terbayar jasamu pada kami
Tak ternilai kasih sayangmu pada kami
Tak terucap terima kasih kami pada kamu

Ayah..

Kuatkan semangatmu..
Tabahkan hatimu..

Sembuhlah ayah..

Dari kami..
Insan-insan yang menyayangi kamu..
Isterimu,anak-anakmu, menantu-menantumu dan cucu-cucumu..

Hasil nukilan..
aneess
14 August 2009

03.08.2009 - Hari Jadi Ayah

Pada 03.08.2009 yang lalu adalah hari lahir ayah..mmg x de buat sambutan apa2 sbb kebetulan pada ari yg sama ayah kena operate untuk kali ke-2...mmg sedih yg teramat sgt..apa yg dpt kami lakukan hanya berdoa pd Allah S.W.T smg ayah selamat menjalani pembedahan tersebut..

Selepas pembedahan, ayah berada di ICU selama 3 ari..mmg sedih melihat keadaan ayah sakit yg teramat sgt..aku menahan air mata dari tumpah di depan ayah..keluar je dari bilik ICU..air mata aku x dpt ditahan2 lg..mencurah laju tanpa dipinta..betapa aku kesian melihat keadaan ayah..alangkah bagusnya andai dpt aku berada di sisi ayah..

"Semoga ayah cepat sembuh dan tabah menghadapi ujian dari Allah S.W.T.."

Another Operation..

On 3rd August 2009..my father had another operation..he has to have the operation because after the 1st operation he can't eat @ drink..pity my father..

2 days before the operation, all of us (brothers and sisters) were coming back to see him..to give him support and courage..

After the operation, my father was sent to ICU..no complication but it is a MUST for him to stay at ICU..

On Monday night, I asked my husband to go back to my hometown to see my father. I also asked my brother to go back with me.

Yesterday, during 1st session visiting hour, we went to the hospital to see him. As he is in the ICU, we have to follow very strict rules. When I called my father, he gave some response..means he can hear what we were saying..Alhamdulillah..

During 2nd session visiting hour, I recite Yaasin for him and some other ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran..

"Ya Allah Ya tuhanku, kau sembuhkanlah ayahku..berikanlah dia kekuatan untuk menghadapi ujian dari Mu ini Ya Allah..Amiin"

Emergency Call

Last Friday (24.07.2009, noon)..i'd received emergency call from my sister..she said my father cannot breath..she asked me to go back ASAP..

I'd received the call after I'm having my lunch with my colleagues @ Midvalley..after i'd received the call, I can't do anything..i'm praying for my father..I want to go back now..I sent sms to my husband and tell him that I want to go back to my hometown to see my father..I can't stop my tears..i'm crying all the way back to the office..i'd informed my boss that i want to 1/2 day leave because i want to go back to my hometown...i'm crying all the way back to my house..I kept praying..

When I'd reached home, my mother in law is ready with her bag..we are waiting for my husband..I'd packed all the things..fetched my baby from the nursery..

All the way to my hometown I kept praying..Hopefully nothing gonna happen to my father..

Before Maghrib we'd reached my house in kampung..I saw my father..Oh! no..very painful...he hugged me..he said "Ingatkan tak dapat jumpa dah.." everybody is crying.. at the same time my brother also arrived with his wife..my father also hugged him so hard..

From that moment, I can see his painful is released..not much..but a little..we can see he really in pain..pity him..he don't want to go to the hospital....

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, kasihanilah mereka sebagaimana mereka memelihara aku semasa aku kecil."

My father's operation

On 14.07.2009 (Tuesday)..my father had his cancer removal operation..I can't go back to my hometown because at the same time I had to attend a course which is cannot be escaped.

The operation was started at 11:30am and it was finished at 6:30pm..which is almost 7 hours operation..what a major operation..

I can't focused on my courses since I'm praying for my father..my body is in the class but my soul is in Kuantan. I kept calling my family member to know the progress.

Alhamdulillah..at 6:45pm, I'd received a call from my sister in law and she said my father is in stable condition. But he still did not awake.

After Maghrib prayer I'd called them to find out whether my father is awake or not..and they said he's awake but cannot talk..but he's asking to have some water.. which is prohibited by the doctor..the doctor said my father cannot take anything after the operation..until they said so..

Oh no! Poor my father..I'm really2 sad to hear that..Whatever it is..it is for his benefit..

"Ya Allah! Kau sembuhkanlah ayahku...Amiin"

18.05.2009 - Rayyan turn OnE

2day is my baby 1st birthday..EZHAN RAYYAN....
I could not believe it...one year old already..I
just bought a cake, for him to bring it to the nursery
..plus some goodies for the children..it's not that we are not celebrating his birthday but we are going to celebrate this weekend (23.05.2009) at his father's hometown. We will have a ceremony called "Berjejak" together with the birthday celebration. I can't wait..






Happy 1st Birthday my baby.. We love you..

" Semoga menjadi anak soleh, berjaya di dunia dan akhirat.."


“Every baby born into the world is a finer one than the last” Charles Dickens quotes

I come back..

After some time I was forgot to write something in my blog..the last time I wrote is about my exam result..yes, I'd passed.

So many thing I would like to tell you..so many we had missed..from the last day my father was at HUKM..my baby 1st birthday..my anniversary..mother's day, father's day...wahhh! so many things...I'd missed out..

I'll tell the story in different entry.. c ya..



"“Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.”

Swedish Proverb quotes