Emergency Call

Last Friday (24.07.2009, noon)..i'd received emergency call from my sister..she said my father cannot breath..she asked me to go back ASAP..

I'd received the call after I'm having my lunch with my colleagues @ Midvalley..after i'd received the call, I can't do anything..i'm praying for my father..I want to go back now..I sent sms to my husband and tell him that I want to go back to my hometown to see my father..I can't stop my tears..i'm crying all the way back to the office..i'd informed my boss that i want to 1/2 day leave because i want to go back to my hometown...i'm crying all the way back to my house..I kept praying..

When I'd reached home, my mother in law is ready with her bag..we are waiting for my husband..I'd packed all the things..fetched my baby from the nursery..

All the way to my hometown I kept praying..Hopefully nothing gonna happen to my father..

Before Maghrib we'd reached my house in kampung..I saw my father..Oh! no..very painful...he hugged me..he said "Ingatkan tak dapat jumpa dah.." everybody is crying.. at the same time my brother also arrived with his wife..my father also hugged him so hard..

From that moment, I can see his painful is released..not much..but a little..we can see he really in pain..pity him..he don't want to go to the hospital....

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, kasihanilah mereka sebagaimana mereka memelihara aku semasa aku kecil."

My father's operation

On 14.07.2009 (Tuesday)..my father had his cancer removal operation..I can't go back to my hometown because at the same time I had to attend a course which is cannot be escaped.

The operation was started at 11:30am and it was finished at 6:30pm..which is almost 7 hours operation..what a major operation..

I can't focused on my courses since I'm praying for my father..my body is in the class but my soul is in Kuantan. I kept calling my family member to know the progress.

Alhamdulillah..at 6:45pm, I'd received a call from my sister in law and she said my father is in stable condition. But he still did not awake.

After Maghrib prayer I'd called them to find out whether my father is awake or not..and they said he's awake but cannot talk..but he's asking to have some water.. which is prohibited by the doctor..the doctor said my father cannot take anything after the operation..until they said so..

Oh no! Poor my father..I'm really2 sad to hear that..Whatever it is..it is for his benefit..

"Ya Allah! Kau sembuhkanlah ayahku...Amiin"

18.05.2009 - Rayyan turn OnE

2day is my baby 1st birthday..EZHAN RAYYAN....
I could not believe it...one year old already..I
just bought a cake, for him to bring it to the nursery
..plus some goodies for the children..it's not that we are not celebrating his birthday but we are going to celebrate this weekend (23.05.2009) at his father's hometown. We will have a ceremony called "Berjejak" together with the birthday celebration. I can't wait..






Happy 1st Birthday my baby.. We love you..

" Semoga menjadi anak soleh, berjaya di dunia dan akhirat.."


“Every baby born into the world is a finer one than the last” Charles Dickens quotes

I come back..

After some time I was forgot to write something in my blog..the last time I wrote is about my exam result..yes, I'd passed.

So many thing I would like to tell you..so many we had missed..from the last day my father was at HUKM..my baby 1st birthday..my anniversary..mother's day, father's day...wahhh! so many things...I'd missed out..

I'll tell the story in different entry.. c ya..



"“Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.”

Swedish Proverb quotes